The Ultimate Goal

My Ultimate Goal in life is to be like Christ and fulfill the destiny to which He has called me.

loneliness...

i guess i'm fortunate to say that there were only a handful of times that I've felt rather lonely.

moving into ntu has given me a lot of time for myself, which i lacked while working in tp. i was pretty much occupied with work, friends, family and i felt like i had a 'life' then; so to speak. But things has changed since i moved to the west.

i'm pretty much alone most of the time & the fact that i have only 13 hours of classes per week for this sem; seriously doesn't help. it kinda made me realize that i've this need to be occupied with something. this need probably developed while i was working. as a result, i'm battling with loneliness.

its times like this when i begin to understand that what i have now is most valuable... previously, by filling up my organizer, i perceived i was productive; felt a sense of accomplishment too. but what exactly have i accomplished or achieved? haha...i've got to seriously ask myself this question. with time now on my side, what should be done with it? what takes priority?

I thank God for being there for me always...I can never feel too lonely with Him by my side...and i know He'll guide me and see me through, for He is faithful!

I found this quote by a UN Official called Dag Hammarskjold, Swedish guy. It says:

“Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.”

A great quote isn't it? I love it. I've already found that something. It's none other than God and our Lord Jesus Christ!

Delusions

Delusions - a fixed belief that is either false, fanciful, or derived from deception.

I don't want to be deluded no more...

Goodbye TP

It's been a year and 3 months since I started work @ tp. I've learnt a lot in the process and have indeed grown from where i was.


just recalling the things i had to deal with when i first started here makes me wonder how much things have changed or rather, i have changed. working here has altered my perspective as well as shaped me for the better. i thank God for that.

nonetheless, a new life awaits...one in the west. I've always admired those who could speak and write well and i hope to achieve that by the end of my 4 years in NIE; considering my major is in English. i still can't believe i'm on the road to becoming a teacher! it'll hit me soon enough though.

Goodbye TP.

Thank you Lord...

For all the things you've done, I thank you.
For the strength you've given me, I thank you.
For the peace and joy I possess, I thank you.
For your gift of salvation, I thank you.
For giving me life, I thank you.
For loving me, I thank you.
And for who you are... I thank you! :)