Disheartened...God...pls fill me. Help me look to you and not to anyone else.

I'm learning to run.

I'm learning to slow.

I'm learning to oppose.

I'm learning to flow.

I'm learning to fight.

I'm learning to rest.

I'm learning to let go,

upon giving my best.

I'm learning control.

I'm learning to trust.

It may be hard but

its certainly a must.

I'm learning to love.

I'm learning to care.

I'm learning to be selfless.

I'm learning to share.

Come what may and whatever may be

I know I'll be fine, cause God's with me.

God, i really need Your help...help me to take the focus off of myself and put it on You and things of Your kingdom.

Your kingdom come, Your will be done.

my Priority...

i will rmb that 2011 was the year i learnt the meaning of priorities.

somehow, one of my greatest wishes now is to be able to stay focused on the things that matter.

i know where i'm headed. i know the direction. i know where i wanna go.

but yet, distractions have been coming along the way and it has become rather hard to resist. maybe its time to let go of things that is futile.

maybe its time to be alone once more.

maybe its time to concentrate my effort on things that matter.

maybe its time to center my life around God.

You are my priority...

I feel like a young sapling that is learning to grow its roots. My roots are still short and it absorbs water from the surface of the soil. I get my daily watering from the attention and love showered by friends and family. I need this water...lest I die. I'm growing upwards each day but the more I grow, the more I realize this temporary water does not satisfy because if I'm not watered enough each day, I dry up. Now that I'm away from my family and my close friends, I realize I'm getting pretty dry. So I'm learning to reach and dig deeper into the soil where there is an abundant source of water. Water that never dries up. Jesus is that source of living water and those that come to Him, will never thirst again.

and i know that with this source of Living Water, I'll grow to become a fruitful tree.

Nolonger satisfied with temporary highs. I'm going after something much more. something eternal.