Teach me Your ways and help me embrace them.

Give me a heart of thanksgiving and compassion.

Give me a an un-distracted and focused mind.

Teach me discipline and perseverance.

Give me a desire for You and for the things of your Kingdom.

Teach me humility and how to trust You.

Give me more faith and the strength to cast aside my will.

above all, teach me Your love; how to love You and the others around me.

this is all that i want for myself....

Maturity is where one realizes that he/she is accountable to none but God.
Maturity is where one lives for no one else but God.
Maturity is where one realizes that he/she is alone without God.
Maturity is where one realizes his/her insignificance in this world and begins to fear God.
(We are significant to God though! Who am I that you are mindful of me...)

Maturity is where one realizes... 'I am nothing without God'.


Anything other than this is deception.

I want the discernment to know when to take ppl's comments and when to guard myself from it.

aimless, distracted and going no where. need to focus. need to get back on track.

my dear dear Jordanna...

There's only one thing that can make me truly happy right now... it's when cancer has left you...and there's no trace of it left behind...Jordanna, stay strong, the Lord will deliver you. hang in there!